24 May 2011

A Quote

"If we don't change, we don't grow. If we don't grow, we aren't really living."
--Gail Sheehy

My friend, Milly, Had put this quote on Facebook. I love it. It hit me real hard. These last several weeks I have been in a funk, and I am realizing I have not been growing into the person I want to be. That means I have to change how I live my life and changing is scary. I have gotten used to the way I was doing things that I am stuck. I even didn't realize the harm I was doing. I have been numb for a long time. a friend had asked if I miss having someone and my first reply was "Sometimes." It made me think why I said that and I realize I have been burying my feelings and how lonely I have been for awhile. I don't know what steps I need to take, but I do know my health needs to approve and to learn to like myself as the person as I am now. Right now I do not like myself and I do not know how to do that.

Thank you for listening.

Many hugs,